Ross_K

By going out into situations and being able to cope in them (which meds and therapy helps greatly) will eventually change the structure of your brain so you can deal with them without meds and therapy. Some people who have SA due to a natural chemical imbalance in their brain will always have to stay on meds I think. Where's tyler, doyathink and electra anyway?

Even if my condition brought somebody down though it doesn't make any difference, I've never chosen to be like this. I have a mental illness.

Thank you.

Stop what from happening, taking meds for the rest of my life? Well obviously what I need to do to stop that from happening is to see a therapist, and hopefully the combination of getting out there more, therapy and meds will change my brains structure, so then I'll still be okay when I stop taking meds.

They don't turn you into a drooling monkey. Getting out there more, taking meds, making an appointment with a therapist, seriously considering joing college and/or getting a job (something I never could have done before), planning on asking the doctor to start taking these meds at a higher dose when I next see her. Reading some leaflets from the college on what corses there are when my sister brings them over. Why wouldn't it? There's some things you have to wait for. No, the advice as actually helped me. Watch TV instead.

I've heard they can be taken for the rest of your life. Well anyway, hopefully I wont need to take them for the rest of my life.

*Yawn* Whatever. Go troll someone else Oh, and I've marked you.

The only ones that appeal to me are the auto body shop, mechanics shop and paint shop, but usually those sort of places are filled with bullies.

Why can't I?

I'm taking meds and I'm waiting to get a letter for an appointment with a therapist. And also I'm going to see if I can feel any better through the meds. When I see the doctor next I'll ask if I can take what I'm taking at a higher dose. Like I said, baby steps. People seem to forget that I've got a mental illness.

Yeah I do. I was thinking maybe I could do something in space and exploration because it sounds safe though.

Nothing, what can I do?

Hmmm, I don't think that's true. A car mechanic, a race driver, I dunno.

I honestly don't know what I want to do yet. But you're right about concentrating on one thing at a time, some people on here are wanting me to put the cart before the horse and get pissed off because I can't do.

I ain't got a clue. Maybe I'll wait and see if things improve more with the meds first, it's not like the world is going to explode next week or anything.

That's what I'm working on pal, where've you been?

And are you not getting it, meaning is anything I am saying soaking in?

That's just a frame of mind I sometimes go in, usually if I have a bad experience which seems to prove I'm correct.

Yeah that's what I'm trying to do, taking baby steps and pushing the bounderies that little bit further. As for the UK, I feel like I don't really relate to the typical UK person, whereas people from the US they seem to be totally my sort of people. I feel like if I lived over there I'd totally fit in there.

I don't get up for anything. I'd like to be able to wake up to a woman lying there beside me. Getting it though seems complicated, unless I pay an escort around £1500 - £2000 to stay there overnight.

And again, how does that = that I'm actually going to go and kill myself?

Since when does saying I wish there was a quick and painless way of killing myself mean that I'm actually going to kill myself right now?

Thanks for sharing your opinion (because that is all it is) Oh and I never said I wanted to kill myself. Maybe you should re-read the first post.

Um, what do you thing taking meds, and seeing a psychologist is? I'm also trying to push myself to do things that I wasn't able to do before. Yet people, expect me to suddenly jump up, do friggin cartwheels down the street, get a job, ask women I don't even know for phone numbers on the street, and dive into bars or clubs on my own and start partying. I'm sorry if the fact that I can't do that means I don't listen, I'm selfish and I'm not willing to try and sort my life out. I am actually seriously considering getting a job and/or going to college to get a qualification that will enable me to do a job that I'll enjoy with a good future, and to start driving lessons again.

Fine I'll leave the site then, bye everyone. Believe it or not this site was actually helping me.