About 4 years ago my life changed incredibly. My gf at the time broke up with me. For reasons that had nothing to do with either of us. It was just bad timing, and a few other things. It took me 6 months to get over the shock initial that she was gone from my life. I lost 20 pounds because i just stopped eating. I cried everyday for those 6 months. It felt she died, that was how devastated I was over this break up. She was the fisrt woman I had ever truly loved with all my heart and since then I have never felt that kind of love for anyone. Everything in me died when she left me. For the past four years I have thought of her every single day because I still do love her VERY much and you know what I have to be honest in saying that if she wanted me back I would not say no. Although, I am somewhat passed this I still am not over her. Now she is moving in with her current gf and they seem happy. We still speak every one in a while because we both know that we had something special. I guess my question is should i tell her I still have feelings for her? That I still love her that I never stopped loving her after all these years? I would appreciate any help anyone can offer. thank you
