angel_girl

Here is my story...I used to love him, used to care for him, used to chase him just to workout our problems. It's been almost 10 months that we're together, and I used to do everything just to make him happy. We've been thru lots of arguments, we broke up twice, he always gets me back, again when things slow down, I do the chasing and everything went fine. I admit I love him so badly. Its been almost two weeks of no contact, again - no phone call, no email, no hangout, he is like this ever since, he will just disappear so suddenly, leaving me so clueless of what was going on with him. Now suddenly I got tired of chasing him, got tired of knowing what is wrong with him, got tired of working things out. He just lives just 10 minutes away from me, and I know I'm tired to go over his place. Meaning I don't want to talk to him anymore. He doesn't do any effort to save our relationship. Why should I care? No breakup, no closure but I'm ready to have a blind date next week. I'm pretty sure it will be very complicated. I feel like I 'm going to cheat on him cause we have no formal breakup, but for me it is obvious that he doesn't care anymore. I have to move on. Does anyone have experienced the same situation like mine? Would you consider this cheating if I started to date somebody without a formal breakup? I guess I just don't want to be the villain of the story, what should I do? Please help!