I blew my dating with a girl I really liked due to my anxiety problems
So context, I am 19M , I had been chasing someone for a while. I was genuinely very interested in them as initially I had a great spark with them. Days passed and we became friends I lost hope and gave up for it was also affecting me now mentally.
Out of nowhere she asked me out and we started dating. Reason was that she felt she was opening up to someone in years. Yet she told me I wasn't her type. I was also the first guy she dated in college. We went on a date. Kissed on the 4th day. But then things changed. I started overthinking and getting anxious. I had a fear of screwing this up. The anxiety was so intense I couldn't properly connect with her and I binned a date on our 3rd week. We met once then and the same anxiety *** happened due to which I couldn't communicate this problem. I decided to tell her the next day but she dumped me in the night.
Since breakup I was very distracted and disturbed. She said she doesn't wanna be friends now and doesn't wanna see me. I anyway told her about anxiety thing and how it was affecting my behavior.
It's been a month and we are gonna meet, what do I do? Do I tell her all this? Do I try to get her back or try to be friends or break contact absolutely ?
