I can’t tell if I did something very bad or not so bad. I’m a woman on a very affectionate coed sports team. My (female) friend/teammate and I smack each other on the butt to show affection. I wasn’t thinking and accidentally, spur of the moment did the same thing to my male teammate. It’s been a few days and in hindsight I feel awkward about it, It wasn't sexual, and I’ve never made that mistake before. we all are almost like a family, so I can’t tell if I’m overreacting, but now I feel shame. For context, he’s a really chill guy and hasn’t approached me about it. Should I talk to him (what would mostly likely be an awkward conversation) and apologize or just let it go?