I'm a pretty conservative woman, I'm the type of "wait until marriage" kinda girl. From the start of our relationship, i discussed with my bf that I don't want to do it yet, we have to wait, etc., and he agreed. But months after that, there has been a couple of times that he wants and attempts to touch me and i feel so disrespected. I talked to him again about it but keeps agreeing, then doing it again despite of me saying no, again and again. It just keeps building so inside me, I feel so disrespected, nearly violated. Things are going out of the way for weeks now. I'm falling out of love but i feel like if I left him he would go ballistic. What should I do?