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Jimmy ape

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  1. You have no humanity, no sense of honor. You are complete and utter trash. I don't understand how people like you sleep at night and live with yourselves. You are going to be miserable forever and thats what you deserve.
  2. I went back because I liked her. I thought she was attractive, intelligent, she spoke 3 languages, had 2 masters degrees and I liked the sound of her voice and singing. I did not go back because I enjoy being a victim. I did however go back to try to help her as even people with NPD were not necessarily born evil. They are human trauma victims as well. Bottom line I went back because I was still hopeful about a future with her and its always been my philosophy that intelligent and logical people can overcome any problem together if they want to make things work.
  3. I dont like being a victim at all. I had countless conversations with her telling her she needs to change her behavior. She would continuously bait me with negativity or an attack, then blame me for responding. I tried so hard to change her behavior, I did everything in my power.
  4. I can tell you guys aren't too well versed on NPD. I highly recommend you do so to better understand. It is a demonic illness straight from hell. It makes people with BPD look like Mother Theresa.
  5. I agree. And you know whats funniest about this, we get absolutely destroyed for being some of the best people out there. This world is so awful.
  6. A few days ago she called me over 40 times as she saw I hadnt logged into my whatsapp in several days. She claimed she wanted to make sure I was ok. When I didn't respond to that either, she blocked me LOL.
  7. I can tell you why right now without going to therapy. Shes a narcissist so she love bombed me in the beginning. These people are insidious. She is a professional actress, she made me believe we were soulmates. After a while she started showing her true colors. Im empathic, its not in my nature to abandon people but rather to fix. I told her many times I think I could make her a better person as I could see what is going on.
  8. I feel emotionally destroyed already. I can't believe such people exist out there. She is so cruel and evil at times its unreal. Absolutely no empathy or humanity whatsoever.
  9. Im not sure about this one as I video chatted with her countless times and theres many times when we had legit arguments that likely would never have happened if she was only after money. Her personality was so combative and rude and arrogant it seems unlikely she was only after money. Honestly who knows tho.
  10. I doubt this entire relationship was intented for her to get money out of me, but its not impossible. She said that when I told her I care about her and she responded saying "You care about me? I need 3000. Would you send it to me"? And she said, see, you failed my test. But it wasnt brought up again and she also did say on many occasions she didnt need any help. Who knows tho
  11. I personally think she is a textbook narcissist as she exhibits all the characteristics perfectly. She did say a week or so ago that she needs 3000 USD and that if I don't send it to her I don't care about her, but then later said it was just a test and she wanted to prove that I in actuality dont care for her at all. She then stated that she "doesn't need" any help. This girl is so immature, entitled, and delusional I honestly dont know what to make of her. She also called herself a monster the last time we talked on the phone. She literally stated that she knows she is a monster.
  12. I dont "choose" toxic relationships. At first everything between us was great. I think it was all fake tho. Thats how these narcissists will get you. They lovebomb you and bring you into their web. They trauma bond you and then they start to show their true colors. I finally called her out on it. Oh yes I should also add that she created a fake dating profile and sent me a message from it. "Hi". Who knows what her intentions are. I think this girl is mentally ill.
  13. Im sorry to say that after this happened we reconciled and continued our online relationship. We were supposed to meet each other but she claimed she fell down and broke her pelvis, and she blamed me for it. She flew to another country for surgery but they told her she wasn't on the list for surgery. She said she is currently looking for a surgeon and has no idea when she will find one and when we would be able to meet. Anyway she became even more toxic and negative and I started to pull away and she blames me etc. I sent her this email: I ignored your calls because you are an evil narcissist and you have been playing with me and my emotions all along. You put me in a positionn where I truly did not know what to do.I feel sorry for you, thats why I didnt block you. This relationship was toxic and wasn't going anywhere, you never cared about me, you just want power and control over people its how you get off. I know all about you and your sick twisted games you play with me and others. You are in control of your actions and you know exactly what you are doing, regardless if you are mentally ill or not. You play sick twisted mind games for your own sick twisted pleasure. Half of the things you ever told me were nothing but lies. I don't understand how you can live with yourself. You will never find someone else like me, but I guess you arent even interested in any real relationship with anyone anyways. You are just interested in lying, manipulating, controlling, abusing, and hating. I feel so sad right now. I feel sad for you, and for me. What a complete and total waste. Despite everything you did to me, I truly hope you get better. You need to understand that the way you treat people and misleading them for your own twisted pleasure is wrong (name). I hope you dont put anyone else through what you put me through again ever again. I truly hope you understand and acknowledge the words I have written here. Goodbye She responded saying she wasnt my enemy and never was and wants me to live happily etc etc and that she did love me at one point in time but I ruined it, After now responging to her replies for a couple days, I felt bad and unblocked her but didnt message her. Then a day later she blocked me and thats where we are at now. I feel like I need therap after this relationship. This girl is no immature, selfish, entitled, and unbelievably unfair and delusional I dont know what to say. I just wish I could forget her and stop caring about her.
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