My problems
hi
well.. I go to this dance class and none of the girls go to my school
few days ago I arrived to my class and saw the most cutest guy there I am totally in love with him...he was talking to one of the girls in my dance class ,the girl and I had not even talked yet...then after the cute guy went in to another room the girl he was talking to who was in my dance class introduced herself to me and said her name was Jenny.....ok so then when class was about to start the cute guy said hi to me. I said hi back but in such a soft voice I don't think he even heard me and I didn't even look at him!
I was so mad!
then ...after dance class was over in my head I was like ok I have to become friends with these pretty girls ...BUT it’s like I've ALREADY ASKED ALL THESE STUPID QUESTIONS LIKE "what school you go to"? "how long you been in this class?" and then after they answer I just go "oh" and go silent...it's like I don't really know how to communicate and keep a good conversation going.
I don't know how to connect with them.. it makes me angry.
also well this cute guy he was hanging around talking to Jenny coz ( so some one told me) he was waiting for his girlfriend. He was waiting for her while she was still in another dance class before mine ...so he's not single that ticked me off too...
I’m now thinking of joining the class that the cute guys girlfriend is in and then find out who she is , get close then or just close to anyone who knows this cute guy so then later I can meet him then could become his girlfriend
I really like him and this is really hard work for me I'm trying to figure out what to do..
I haven’t had a lot of relationships in my life I'm 16
I want more girlfriends and lovers(boyfriends)
I want to be accepted in the group of "pretty girls"
I want them to say to me like "hey hang with us " or you can come with us"
you know that sign meaning 'we like you be our new friend!"
I don't want to have trouble with that anymore so please help me with all this
all these problems I’ve been stressing out for so long....a month ago I was even thinking about taking some drugs to get rid of all this pain
it is pain to me because if I don't get all these things that I want I'm not truly happy!
It's not fair....please help me...and please answer my question with good tips.
Thanks.
