Hey, sup everyone...first post! Well here goes...
We were togethor for about 3 years, and I noticed that we were slowly seperating in the last two weeks. We were hanging out with our own friends and with work we were hardly seeing eachother. So she told me on the phone that she was going on a 4 day trip with her mom and friend from work (the friend is her moms age). So after they came back she didn't call me that day and I was getting worried. So I called her like 15 times and she finally answered and was like 'what'? I explained to her that I was scared of loosing and her and that I love her and she said no you dont and that she doesn't love me anymore. She says she feels different and that the love for me faded away. I was crying on the phone and was telling her that I cant live without her and she was my one and only. I asked her to give me another chance and she said no. (We broke up a year ago for four weeks and then she came back to me...) I told her I would change (and I did, for the most part anyways...) The reason she broke up before was because I was treating her like crap and giving my friends higher priority over her and then after we got togethor I didn't treat her bad, but I didn't treat her good and I was with my friends more than her. (Of course in the beginning after the break up I treated her like a queen and then it faded after a few months...) So, hope no one is confused lol...
Now all this that happened was on Monday so on tuesday (yesturday) I called her and she was on her way to work, she basically told me everything again that she didn't feel the same anymore and she wants to be friends and she was cying a little bit. I asked her what time she gets out of work so I can talk to her in person and she told me 9pm. So at 8:30 i was there waiting for her with flowers, when I gave them to her she chuckled and said 'this is going to fix things you know' and then she smiled. I told her that I love her and that I will always love you no matter what you do to me and that there is always going to be a place in my heart for you and that i cant live without her. I told her at the end of the convo that if she was going to break up with me that I would take the offer of being her friend because I rather have her as a friend than nothing at all. So then she said she had to go cuz she had a dinner date with her mom and I said ok. (her mom does that a lot, oh and BTW her mom HATES THE LIVING HELL OUT OF ME because shes racists and hates hispanics...w/e, but that never got between us cuz she knows her mom isn't doing the right thing.)
Anyways, so i told her to call me when she gets back from eating but she didn't so now I wake up today depressed as hell not eating and I dont feel like working. So how do I get her back? Do I try NC? I dunno what to do...can someone really just not love you anymore after three years? We have gone through everything togethor High school, graduation, trips togethor, we are in the same college, I mean there are so many good memories...I have known her for more than 4 years but we have only gone out for three. So...please help ...thanks!
