its very difficult for me to stay away from him - i still do love him - ive imposed the no contact for a while, have told him to contact me when he misses me or wants to talk to me - but im having great difficulty in actually sticking to it - i want to call him every day - its only been 4 days but im starting to think that maybe what he said was true.. and although he has told me time might heal the wounds and make him love me again, im starting to have doubts. Does it really take months for a person to heal and decide they love you again? or is that impossible, once the connection of love is severed does it have the chance to be reestablished?
i dont want to be his friend, i still want to be his partner, i dont know how long it is going to take for me to get over him, assuming i do, im still holding out hope that things will get better - i dont know how to stop hoping.