...and they don't know it".
is what they say.
Hi
I'm in the 11th grade, and haven't really been big on the whole dating thing before, but there's this girl that I really like and want to ask her out….but there's a problem (isn't there always ??)
She doesn't seem to be interested in me….at all. I think about her all the time, I go to school everyday just so I can be near her….I get nervous/excited every time I'm about to see her. I only have 2 classes with her a week, so not a lot of interaction unfortunately. We're sort-of friends you can say…but nothing past the "Hi, how are you today ?" basics. She's highly sociable and has many friends, while I'm more of the quiet type and keep to myself mostly. I don't know how to break into her social circle, or whatever it's called. I try to start conversations with her…she smiles (well she smiles to everyone, one of the things I love about her ) replies something short and goes back to talking with her friends.
I'm not good-looking, I'm not the best at conversations, especially with girls. Which severely decreases the little chances I had. But I like her so much that I was willing to just give it a go, ask her out, and whatever happens - happens. Yesterday I finally gained the courage to do it…..but she skipped our class. Today, same thing. (It's French class and most people skip it anyway lol I would too if it wasn't for the chance of seeing her). I was really, really down today cause what is this saying ? I think about her 24/7, get nervous and torment myself to death trying to gain the courage to ask her out….and she's not even interested enough to spend 1 class a week with me. Not that she has a reason to…but still. It hurt. Bad. So now I'm re-thinking the whole thing. She obviously has no interest in me, I can't break into her social circle, and even if somehow I got a date with her I really don't think I will interest her at all. I'll probably bore her and ruin any little chances I had. I'm just not the dating-type. The smart thing to do would be to forget the whole thing and not make myself look like an idiot…..but dammit I REALLY like her. I want this so bad… I haven't had a problem with it before, but don't want to be alone anymore, you know ? This girl is my dream girl….I'd treat her like a queen….if only I had the chance….But you see my problem….there's no hope. What to do ?
