hey my name is mia and i was with this guy named warren for about a year. but now, he doesn't knwo if he wants to be with me so were having a break. here's what happened to cause this....i just turned 15 and im in gr 10, ive never live in one place or went to the same school for more then a year so as when i got to the end of grade 8 people started descriminating me because i was one year younger then them...in grade 9 it got really bad and iw as having trouble making friends because of all the moving so by the end of the school year i decided to tell peeple im a year older. i told 4 people that (inclooding warren) that i was a year older becaus ei figured well im leaving here in 2 months any way so what will it hurt. so anyway, we got to know eachother and stuff and liked eachother so we started dating. the only time my age ever came up was when we first met and then i forgot all about it and i ended up not leaving after 2 months i ended up moving to calgary with my dad for good. so warren and i became very close we did everything together, he was my best friend. we lost our virginities to eachother 6 months into our relationship, everything was great we never got into any fights, but then, in februray my birthday came up and we celebrated my 16th birthday(but it was my 15th) so i lied to him, that made me feel like i just betrayed everything i believed in, and i couldnt lie to him anymore.and besides, i really wanted to tell him that i loved him for the first time(this is almost a year later) but i couldnt tell him that knowing that i was lying to him...so i told him that i lied to him and then told him that i loved him.he was fine, he told me he loved me too, and that hes felt that way for a while but didnt want to freak me out so he decided to wait until i said it...he was mad at me, but not mad enough...then a few days passed and he said he needed a break to think about things because he feels differently aboiut the lie depending on the day. then he kept changing his mind about the break and kept goign back and forth and now, he wants us to just be friends until he can figure things out, this is killing me i love him so much and i feel so alone without him but i dont know what to do. theres more to the story but i dont want to bore you...please help if you can, i cant take this anymore, its been going on for like a month and a half sorry if this confuses you, its hard to write it in a short story like this)
