ok,make it simple and short.
i had a 5 years relationship and she's the one who wants me first. i'm the one that had her virginity, and she really wants me to be her man. the reason for our breakup is that im a short tempered person to her. she ask for a breakup, then for one week,i keep sending message on how bad her decision is.
i ask for the ring that i gave her,and all those stuff, then she cry and said she'll call me to send it back
few days later,i wait for her in front of her work place and we quarrel over the things that happen.
that night, i call her and she ask what have i done when she was not with me (we're very close and even closer then my best friend..she always mention that she's amaze that our level of love is still high eventough it has been 5 years, but yet we're still loving couple).she ask me wether i went to see my friends, and i told her bout this girl that started chasin me.
wat i said was, i hold on to my promise that i love her to the end of my life,and she said, is it?(with a sad voice)...
she said,she didn't throw me away from her life, just that she think i'm not the one for her. then we keep talking for 1 hour and she talks like how i always spoilt her,we even laugh.talking bout how life would be after all this..
she said,if she had time,she'll call me but she refused to see me because i might hurt...i asked wether she would turn back to me, she just said "i don't know".. i keep dreaming that she call me back and askin for forgiveness and we continue this relationship.
so,as a guy who hold to a promise,and my true deep love to her, how do i get her back..? from what she said in the phone, is this something she said just to comfort me so that she's not guilty,or she really mean it.i'm confuse!!!!