Im not sure how to talk about this, but I will try.
I have been feeling depressed and feel my life lacks any purpose. I really feel that I am nothing but a waste of molecules. As silly and childish that it is, I often wish I had never been born. My past has been a struggle to survive, and my future seems to continue to be a struggle.
I'm not ungrateful for making it this far, but what worries me to no end is that my life seems to have no purpose. I feel I have very little, if anything, to look forward to.. it's so hard just to make ends meet and to get up everyday.
How does one find out their purpose in life? I feel very lost and alone as I have few family that actually stay in contact with me and have basically felt abandoned for the most part.
What keeps people going? The fact is, I'm tired of this sh**ty world and sick of being a hamster on a wheel...
Can anyone relate with me or tell me something that might help.. please let me know. I have been very depressed lately.
Thank you.
