gonewrong

Nine inch Nails - And all that could have been.

I don't know if this is the right place to be posting or not. I have never posted on a forum really. I was in a 7 year relationship with a man that decided a week ago he wasn't in love with me anymore. This comes 3 weeks before our one year anniversary of being engaged which also, unfortunately is my birthday. I owned a condo, sold it to buy a home with him. I am not on the mortgage though so really it's his house. He says I am his best friend and he cannot imagine life without me, so I can stay as long as I need to. Essentially we'd be roommates. After 7 years I cannot imagine a world without him in it. I love him more than I have ever loved anyone. How do you move on? We built a life together and he doesn't want that life anymore. He also had started talking to another woman on snapchat, "the perfect place to cheat". I don't know what to do or how to let go. I still live with him for now. We still go about life almost like normal. Instead of saying "I love you" at night, I just hold the pillow and whisper into it. We had problems along the way, life wasn't perfect but I didn't know it would lead to this. Is there somewhere else I should be posting?