A week ago yesterday my husband came home on his lunch break and said he thinks we should go our separate ways. I have been with him 6 years, we have been through tough times and I thought we were fine now. We have a 5 yr old son, a house he has a new car. I begged him to come back and he would get mad @ me. Saying I just don't love you, It's time to go our separate ways, it's nothing you did. Such cliche answers to my breaking heart. I asked him was it someone else and he swore it wasn't, but everyone I talk to says it's got to be. Honestly I don't know how he would have time he always comes home after work and never goes any where. He says he just wants to be single again, be on his own, and find himself. He's always been pretty selfish, I guess this is just standard for him, he is showing no emotion at all and I'm in pieces. My son is NOT taking it well, and that hurts me even more to hear "Mommy where's Daddy?" I want him here with me." and "My Dad left me,""He's gone" I always put on my strong face and tell him how his dad loves him, and great he is and he left because he can't live with mommy.Then I turn my head and wipe the tears away. I feel so unwanted, unloved and hurt. I have a deep sadness that I don't know will ever go away. I feel so betrayed, my love and best friend told me I was not meant for him, and he was not happy. I come from a long line of broken homes as does he, and we promised each other we would never have that for our son. He broke that promise and our vows, I don't feel I will ever trust any one again.
