Ive only been with my boyfriend for 3 months but already we've gone through 'the motions'. Even though it was me who cheated on him in the first month ~big drunken accident with 'platonic' friend of 3 years ~
I have actually been cheated on in the past but I had never cheated on a boyfriend before & swear i would never do it again. He took me back without hestitance but now, my paranoia is playing on me and i think he is cheating on me with one of his female friends.
He's admitted that him & this friend are attracted to one another but wouldnt want to ruin their 'friendship' by attempting a relationship. When i told him about my infidelity, the first person he went to was this female friend.
When i went away on holiday he stayed overnight at a houseparty with her. When he last went out with her to the pub, he phoned me @ 1am to tell me he'd been out with her because he felt 'guilty' (as he knows i dont like her...) but what did he really do for him to feel guilty?!
Even more of a coincidence is, my ex who cheated on me - cheated on me with this girl.
I think it might just be jealousy but, it seems this girl is out for me. Maybe i just think that males & females cant be friends after i slept with mein... Deep down, i know its terrible to think but ~ maybe he just got back with me to screw me over. I really dont know wether to end it before i get hurt. I cant accuse him of cheating if hes swears he never, i have no proof. what should i do?
p.s sorry to gt carried away, im very confused about this.
