Hello everyone.
I hope you can give me some advise. I had been going out with my Ex for 14 months when we split up. It was a little complicated though. She was my first girlfriend and taught me pretty much all I know about love. Our relationship was brilliant, certainly for the first 3 months. unfortunately my ex had a problem with her appearance. Despite my best efforts to convince her she was gorgeous she insisted she was fat and ugly (She really is beutiful and it tore me appart her saying this about herself). Without warning all physical aspects of our relationship stopped. This included kissing (any more than a peck on the cheek was a no no) and I had to almost beg for a hug. I was in the relationship for more than just the physical aspects and tried to help her through her problem by staying with her.
With the exception of this our relationship continued to go well. We were more like very good friends than bf & gf. I tried various methods to help her feel better about herself but nothing worked. unfortunately the tension grew in me. I was confused about what was wrong and she said she did not know what it was.
After 14 months we split. We remained very good friends though, the relationship never changed at all. We still saw each other as much (every day). We split on the premise that she was not in an emotional state to be in a relationship (her words not mine). I was relativly happy with this arrangment. My plan was to help her through her issues and then get back with her.
unfortunately disaster struck a few days ago. We at this time would have been split for 3 months. I have been working alot and was unable to see her as much as I would have liked. In this time she was asked out by another guy, a friend of her friend. She told me about this and told me she was going to say yes. I was devastated. In my mind the relationship was never really over. I told her at this point that I didn't think I could be around her if she had a bf, even though I really want to be with her. This is a completely new situation for me. On the one hand I want to see her happy and hope that this new guy can help her where I have failed. On the other hand I am very jelous and want her all to myself. If she is not in an emotional state to be in a relationship how can she go out with this guy.
She was everything I ever wanted in a girl but throughout the whole relationship I felt in many was a little underappreciated. What do I do. I don't think I can be around her knowing that she is with another guy but I really don't want to loose her forever. Ahhhh !! Help !!!!!!
Confused!!