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ive already been to the pshych ward numerous amount of times...nothing seems to work..

i try and i try to stop cutting but it never works. im almost 14 and ive been SI since i was about 3 or 4 . ive tried just about everything and i just got out of the hospital about 2 months ago. nothin has helped me and i keep going back to cutting. Today i had a huge fite with my mom and she left and so i went under my bed to get my box cutter and i just cut and cut all down my arm on my stomach and legs...it makes me feel so complete and i dont kno what to do because i kno its bad and my arms are already messed up. i have no feeling in either wrists and i have so many scars. i dont kon what else to do..can someone help?