i am 16 and a junior in high school. i'm a star athlete but i have no real friends. i have many people who think they are my friends, but they're not. they pick and choose when to hang out with me and when i call them they always tell me they'll call me back and they never do. i'm never invited to any get togethers and i find myself spending every minute of every weekend at home. i have little to no luck with girls. i don't want to OD on some pills, but i am looking into where i can get a gun to just end everything. my life has no purpose.
