Briansgirl827

okay, so i went out alone lastnight to try and get my mind off things... got a bit toasted, had alot of guys trying to hit on me... shot some pool... went home... got on aol, and he was online again... i asked him if he was happy (i said: i hope your happy), he said y, i started to tell him how i was feeling, then he called my cell phone, asked me if i got his text message, i said none... he said he wanted me to come see him... i was furiously crying on the phone, he asked what was wrong. i said that i felt that he didnt want me anymore... then i asked him "do you still love me" and he said "yes i do"... we talked for a few, i asked him what he was doing up so late, he said" i dont know" couldnt sleep"... well, i left him a message this morning on his cell phone that he better not be playing me and that i wanted to know why he didnt call or text me anymore like he did before, and that i was so into him at this point that i would be devestated if i lost him... we will see this weekend if he actually comes to see me and i told him that we needed to talk. so im trying to prepare myself for the worse, wether it be his decision or mine to end it. i have way too much to offer the right man to just be treated like a side dish.

Thank you, Im glad to have some people to talk to about this... I stress easy and its so hard for me when i feel this way. the guys here at work tell me to not call him and to let him call me, some say he sounds like he knows how to treat a woman when i tell them the things he has said to me, and the others say, yeah he is a cop and knows all the tricks, so you see i get two different oppinions here. but they all say just give it time, and see if he calls and comes to me. not to worry. i am a virgo and i am such a basket case when it comes to emotions. he is an aquarius, i know he is in the astrology sense not my type, but i dont really believe its your birth sign or any thing like that that makes a relationship work, its reality and if your willing to work at it. i just have fallen so in love with him that i dont want to get hurt again. and im afraid of that very thing.

well, he is a real cop, ive seen the vest and the gun and the clothes, ive been to his house, and i am going to keep from calling him to see if he decides to call me. he has called me from work before and i can hear him in the police car and the radio they use in them. I know all the things you say are true, i dont judge anyones oppinion. i appreciate all the thoughts and welcome them or i would not be here to talk... ive been hurt so many times before and he just seemed so much different then the others... who knows, maybe im exaggerating on the whole thing. we will see... and i am in Severn, Maryland. wish me luck, I am only going to wait til this weekend to see if he makes up his mind on what his intensions are. and then only will i make my decision on to stay with him or let go... i find it hard to let go of something i love so much... he has made me feel more confident about who i am and the way i look... so that in itself makes things so much harder.

Recently back in February I met this guy. He actually found me online, we met a week later, he said he was falling for me fast. I fell too. we text each other every day, and saw each other every weekend. He is a Federal Cop in VA, I work in MD as a receptionist. TMI maybe! but anyway, the last weekend i saw him was the weekend before Easter, he went to his moms in PA to visit, although he called me and said he didnt want to go all the way up there. he missed me and loved me. since his return, he has stopped texting me all together, he did at first a few times. then he didnt hardly call me. now he calls me at intervals. i havent seen him for 3 weeks now. he was supposed to come see me this weekend, but i didnt hear from him. he did call me on thursday 4 times, we talked like always, he said he loved me, missed me. then saturday morning he called me again to say hi, he had been called into work. he said he loved me, and missed me again. then no word til yesterday when i got on aol and saw he was online. then i asked him what he was doing. he said he was in the hospital and had his laptop with him. i was so afraid he was not wanting me anymore. then we talked online a few, then he said he was off. then put his away message on. then back online 16 minutes later. i tried to talk to him but he didnt answer me. so he said earlier that he would call me lastnight, then he didnt. i am so afraid of getting hurt again. what is a girl to do. he has brought up the subject of maybe moving in together this summer and one day putting a ring on my finger and walking me down the isle. am i just so dang confused or should i have a reason to suspect he is playing me?