i've been divorced for 5 years now. immediately after the split i flung myself into a new relationship and have been in it since until about 8 months ago.i never married him but i had a chld with him and we shacked up for 5 years. the funny thing is that i don't miss him. i miss my husband. it's 4:30 in the morning and i find myself missing him so much it hurts to breath and i can barely find the will to complain. his name is alan and all i've heard of him is that he married and had a child. i heard about 2 months ago that he divorced but i don't know how true that is. it took me 2 years to sign the divorce papers. i got a call one morning from my lawyer that he'd met someone and wanted to get married and could i please sign the papers. i cried. i cried harder than i ever had. what's strange is that i was in a relationship and i'm the one that filed for divorce. my best friend got him drunk and he never got drunk or drank for that matter and he kissed her. i dropped them both like a bad habit and pretended not be bothered. guys, if you ever do something stupid to lose her and you really want her back- keep trying. if she loves you,it'll work. i miss my husband and i want him back.i can't help but to be angry about it. he's my husband,not hers. i would never do anything to disrupt any marriage especially with a child involved but it still hurts.so that's me and my story.
