used2blue

Done. It's been over two weeks. This is your choice, your doing. I gave my all. You decided to break. You decided to go against what you stated. I no longer can believe in you. I wish you all the best. I hope you find the help and support that you need.

You promised me countless times that you would always stay in contact no matter what. I was there for you through your toughest hours and days. We're those promises just to make me feel good. Did you say you loved me and now knew what love was for some other reason? Did you not realize I loved you unconditionally? Why did you have to just leave and not say a work?

Hugs. I understand how hard it is to change that habit. If writing the words help you, continue. I hope you find a way to focus on the things that are in your life presently. It is a hard battle. I would gladly help you in anyway possible. You are worth so much and have a precious soul and heart that is hurting. Know that people care. Know that you will get through this. Know you will be stronger at the other end. Be strong. Be present. Be the beautiful caring soul you are!

Day 13 of the toughest emotional battle even. Not knowing anything and being threatened has placed a black hole in my heart.