Hi,
I've been separated from my wife for just over a year now and our seperation was due to the fact that she was not happy with the way things were going. We were married for 8 years and have 1 child together, we use to spend all of our time together and do everything together. We tried getting back together about 6 months ago but she said it wasn't working because she had still not met her goals of finding a job, etc... and she had given me a glimmer of hope that maybe when things got better we might be able to try again. I always remember her telling me that she got separated because she didn't want to be with anyone and was not interested in being in another relationship, she also knows that I have madly in love with her since I met her.
Now the worst part, just a few days ago I found out that she has a boyfriend now who she's been seeing for about a month, and I found out from my son whom told me Mommy has a friend that comes up to the house everyday. Needless to say I have been incredibly hurt by this and I have also been very jealous. I don't know how to take all of this and at first I thought that I hate her for doing this to me, but infact I am still in love with her and the hard part is that I still have to see her every week when I pick my son up for the weekends as I got joint custody. I told her that I was happy for her because she has found happiness, but I know deep down inside that I am not really happy and wished it was me who she was with now. What do I do? please help because I have been going through some heavy depression because of this....
