You lead me on. You used me. You let me support you until finally i was at a breaking point. I said support your self. You said goodbye. I love how you get to back to your mommy. You get to smoke pot now and watch porn and be lazy and still do everything i hoped you would do with me but without me. Your idea of love is false. Love isn't something that changes in 2 days. Love lasts. Love is sitting awake in our bed at 2 am wondering how i could possibly have changed what i did to get you back. I compromised my self, my values, i gave up friends so we would have the healthiest relationship i could muster. I helped you 100% of the way. And you made a snap decision to leave not 2 days after saying you were committed and wanted this. My mom died 2 years ago, my dad is gone and in prison, my little brother is in foster care and my boyfriend used me and left me. I am more alone than i have ever been in my life. I wish i had never met you. You messed me up. To a point that i can't imagine ever trusting someone again. I was a stupid girl. A stupid 21 year old girl. Who is turning 22 in a few days, all alone.