Hi sweetie! I read your poem, and I just want to say that it made me cry. Please, for me and all of your friends on here, please don't hurt yourself. Do you have your parents to talk too? A counselor? Anyone? I think you should seek some help hon. You will see that people are not as mean as you think, most people would love nothing more than to help someone in need. I hope you feel better, because there will be plenty more better Jakes in your life. Feel better sweetie.