XrucuX Posted November 29, 2004 Share Posted November 29, 2004 She sits quietly not speaking to a soul but rather wondering why she's alone. She wants a friend but cries instead, the girl who cries for loneliness. She wants a friend she needs one now before they put her in the ground. She screams but no one seems to care, every drop of every tear falling silently to the floor as she cries out in her everlasting war.The battles between her and her social life, she fears that time is running out choking on her frustration and self-doubt. She looks calm, she looks fine but inside she cries, cries all the time, cries for the friends who let her go, cries for the life she'll never know. wants to scream, wants to shout, wants to end it all in one blow; though she's scared and so unsure to see just another friend walk out the door. So she gets up and walks away to the beginning of another hopless day. ****PLEASE COMMENT**** Link to comment
JoyieGracie Posted November 29, 2004 Share Posted November 29, 2004 She's alone because she's not speaking to a soul Link to comment
sisterlynch Posted November 29, 2004 Share Posted November 29, 2004 I think that you hit that nail on the head!!! Unfortunately there are a lot of lonely people in the world...not sure what can really be done--except to understand it and move on... Link to comment
SkyFire Posted November 29, 2004 Share Posted November 29, 2004 "She" is alone because she does not want to get up and do something about her loneliness, but she sits there and wonders about the unfairness of it all. My humble opinion. Link to comment
under_the_pressure Posted November 29, 2004 Share Posted November 29, 2004 "She" is alone because she does not want to get up and do something about her loneliness, but she sits there and wonders about the unfairness of it all. I think SkyFire got it. I agree one hundred percent with him. under* Link to comment
ForAnother Posted November 29, 2004 Share Posted November 29, 2004 Agreed. Sometimes you just gotta accept it and pick your head up. No one got anywhere by sitting on their butt's all day. Gotta get up and do something about it, or you become useless... and pathetic (wow that is harsh, but the honest truth) ForAnother Link to comment
Breea Posted November 29, 2004 Share Posted November 29, 2004 Xrucuz, has something happened that led to you losing your friends? I certainly understand loneliness and you capture how paralizing it can be to be there. People saying ...you gotta get off your butt and move doesn't help at all. Depression does that. Makes you want to do nothing literally. I recall my highschool days. I was somewhat of a loner. I had my clique but inside I felt the way you do. Sometimes my tears would come out (literally) which I always played off as a headache, but I know the pain on loneliness. The ache can be overwhelming. But if you feel suicidal PLEEEEASE don't wait ...get some help. You may just need antidepressants. They helped me in the past. I don't take them anymore, but they certainly can help. Msg. me if you need to talk. Life never stays the same, it will get better. -Bree Link to comment
Recommended Posts