This is my ego.

[brahman]

My ego is big, and my ego is small.

My ego is now gone, it is not there,

But my ego is always there.

It stares at me, angry for being exiled.

It rages on and on, with nothing left to say and nothing left to do,

But rage...

It is here with me now Fearing and tearing at the thought that I spend my Waking moments plotting its death.

So my ego plots back.

My ego looks for wholes and half truths to combat my every move.

But I know better, so much better.

My thinking is done now and it has learned too much to go back.

And yet some how my ego still does not know and does not see.

It just sits there with its ego.

Now that is okay, because we all do what we are meant to do.

But I was meant to do something else that requires no ego,

So for my own selfish reasons I banished him, and for that I am free,

And doomed all at the same time.

But once again that is okay, because for me to be free, and see is absolutely the best way to be.

[CallingAllAngels]

Excellent writing...

 

I can get take my own interpretation from it reading it...that's what's so good about it.

 

Again...great job; thank you for sharing it.

 

~Allie