mirandajay

dear ex, you left me because you assumed I cheated, you heard from the horses mouth I did not and you never will believe me. instead you need reassurance from your buddies. well i hope your so called friends are there for you at your worse like I was, and i hope you know about half of them always told me how they would treat me differently if they were in a relationship with me, i told them that was disrespectful to you your "friends" are smiling in your face and turning around ad calling you an idiot , your friends all of a sudden want to smile in my face and call me a cheater. you tell me to move on yet you text me because you claim you are doing what is best for me thinking contacting me will help me get through my studies easier. you say i threw away 6 years but you admitted you were only serious with me for 2, so who was cheating? you say u know every excuse in the book because you have said em all to me and i stood by your side because i fell in love with you yet you fell out of love with me from one day to the next. good luck in life. i may be struggling now, and yes i cry at the most random moments but that is simply because you purposely say mean things to me to get a response out of me. you say you will be sleeping with other girls ... it's crazy to think that this is how you choose to move on. I am choosing to moving on by graduating college and getting my career started. i'm not young so it wasn't puppy love, it is true love that you will never understand cause you were never really truly in love, you said you loved me and when we argued you said you do not love me anymore, how could that be true? because you always kept me at a distance. i lost myself in you, which was my fault but hey people do crazy things when they fall in love. my first true love came a little late in life but no one wil ever replace that. no matter how harsh your words were in the end. goodbye.