I am just what the title says and am sick to death of it, its not like I havent tried to go out with women but for some reason women dont like me I have been turned down by every woman I have ever asked out and the ones I know say that "oh you dont want to go out with me" why they say this I dont know I am a very honest person, compassionate and a very good friend but it seems that after a while women either get tired of me or I dont know because after a while they wont even take my phone calls I am not the kind of person that would ever pressure anyone in to going out with me so I just chaulk it up to I am just not interesting enough to keep a persons attention. I have finally come to grips that I am one of those people that will just be lonely for the rest of my life. I know this sounds self defeating, I have been to therepy and that didnt help 3 doctors and all it seemed was that they were more concerned about being paid than helping anyone I wish that I had a friend to talk to but all I have is an ailing aging mother that I have been forced to take care of talk about putting a crimp in some ones life. I walk around constantly pissed off snapping at the least provacation, I cant tell you the amount of times I have snapped and yelled at my mother for nothing shes done but I guess because I am so upset that I take it out on the closest person which happens to be her I am stuck with her day in and day out never any time for myself I am slowly watching my life slip away getting older and older where I cant help but think that this is what I have to look forward to an empty life with no one to care about or any one to care about me. I know this sounds like sour grapes but I am really at my wits end If I dont do something I am afraid for the person I take care of I have so much anger that I cant control myself sometimes and its just a matter of time before I take it out on her physically.