Sweetiepie346

Why are you like this? Yes you hate me yes I acted like a nutter in your eyes. It seems petty to you but I am a mathematician, I have to solve things. I asked you weeks ago for my belongings and I can't keep going on at you over it anymore. Yes I was an I idiot before, but I am getting there now. I lost my virginity to you, you were my first proper boyfriend and I also went through a LOT of stress and agro to be with you, and I lost a lot of respect from people but I fought through it because I thought you were worth it, yet despite that im still selfish, you will never know how bad it was. Ive never been through this before, let alone get dumped by text a couple of hours before a major exam! I wonder what people commenting on your status about me would say to that? I "stalked" your friends because I was stalking you a couple of days after we broke up, yes that's what happens when you miss someone. Its minor, was I turning up on your doorstep?! For you, you were moved on within a matter of minutes but you have been through a lot more than me and you can't expect me to do the same. I think I am at the same stage as you were a few hours after, only now, 6 weeks later. Those exams were the biggest of my life. You haven't been through it so you wouldn't know. Please just let me end this now though. It's petty yes. But I don't want anything left to go on at you about. I will always love you, no matter what, as pathetic as that is. Because that is just who I am. I need to cut ties. Call me strange for this it's up to you. But any 18 year old girl with a heart and had been through the same as me would feel the same. People react to things in different ways. I guess I wanted you to feel the same hurt as I was feeling, I didn't find it fair that you were able to forget so fast.