Thirty days' NC, and I'm desperate to call you, text you, Skype you.... whatever, just contact you in some way because I want to talk. Then I realise I want to talk because I'm lonely, and I want you back. But there's been thirty days' NC for a reason. You haven't contacted me either. Heck, I'm sure you've been having a whale of a time. But you know what? I have been too. I'm fit, healthy, looking great and I've dated a few times since.
Sadly, none of them were you, and deep down I still wish they were.