Well,its been on hard me at least with my g/f leaving so far away because of college. We try to talk almost everynight and we share almost everything about each other. But lately she's been telling me she has been hanging out with her best friend more(a guy). I dont mind and I'm not the jealous type. I know she cares about him deeply since the moment I met her she told me about him and he also goes to that college. ok. So far so good, no big deal. No problems.
But recently,its been getting really awkward. He wrote a song for her with romantic intuendos asking her to be "his" with him knowingly we are together. When she told me about this she just said "He was really hot". Which is something new to me since she has never told anyone "hot" especially not to me. And she wrote a poem for him filled with romantic gestures. She said she was also going to give me his poem since she it also "fit" and didnt have to write one for me. ok. No big deal. I dont mind.
And up until yesterday, she told me she went to go see movies at his house because he was gone for a week and she missed him so she couldnt wait to be with him. She ended up spending the night at his house. ok. No big deal, there best friends. I say.
But when I talked to her today she said they woke up in the same bed. And she felt so comfortable with him sleeping there with her. She also said " I wish I could wake up like that every morning". And it hurts now. It really hurts.
She says she doesnt want to meet my mom and spends most of her time with his family (his family adores her). For Valentines Day I didnt even ask her to be mine because as soon as I had talked to her that day she said she was already his valentine.
Recently shes been giving me hints that I should get a g/f here so I wont be to lonely and such. I told her I had her and it didnt matter but she just passed it off and changed the topic.
I've talked to her about how I feel about this. Ive even told her if wants to be with him to just tell me,and not go on like this. I love her deeply.
What should I do now? Should I tell her to just leave me and be happy with him. Should I break it off? It really hurts now and I'm using less than elusive methods to cope with this.
I dont know anymore, maybe I'm just insecure and stop crying about it.
Thank you for taking the time to read about my problem without any obligation. I really apreciated it.
