Its Easter, the entire family is home and happy. But all I can do is think about you. I know, I wanted NC. But every time the phone rings, I run expecting if it would be you. When did I get involved in this so much. You must be having a great week end. well, good for you. I am so close to text you to check how could you just forget like I dont exist and have the audacity to call when you have some thing to share. Do you see what you are doing to me? Havent I told you, I cannot be friends with you. It hurts me way too much to hear you talk about others in your life. I am just waiting for a few hours to pass so I can sleep, the only place where I seem to find some peace.