Scott Joyner

It's been 11 days since we've spoken. Do you ever even think about me? You haven't left my mind once. Days are getting easier but I can't help but wonder if i'm ever on your mind. Do you ever remember the memories we had together? Does anything in our old room remind you of me? Does laying in the bed we shared for so long bring back any memories at all? DO you ever creep on my facebook? twitter? This seems so much easier for you than it is me. You're already moving on. Talking to other guys, flirting. I can't even look or think about another girl in that way. I know that this is for the better; but i can't help but to still love you. Even after the things that you said to me. Maybe the love i feel is fake. Just my hurt ego, or my need for affection and intimacy, or maybe it's the fact that I basically made you my whole world. You were my best friend. I lost my other friends to spend all my time with you. I just miss you AH. I hope that you are doing well.

I have had a rough day. I embarrassed you, and myself. and i am sorry. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I wish you nothing but happiness.

I've read many of these. It's nice to see i'm not the only one having trouble. But i want everyone to know that we will be fine. All we need it time. It heals everything. Give time, time.

How could you do this to me? After four years you just let it go in an instant. How could you not respect me enough to do it face to face? You really ended this over text message. How could you say you are not in love with me anymore? just two weeks after telling me you wished i was your soulmate. Just two weeks after you sent me a picture of you in one of my shirts and said that the love of your life gave it to you. I know that it hurts now. but i guarantee that i will be fine. I will succeed. and if you didn't love me enough to give me another chance and continue to believe in me then you do not deserve me. I promise you that nobody. NOBODY. Will ever love you more than I do. and even though i want you to be happy. I hope this is killing you inside. I hope that one day you hurt as much as i am. I hope that this will be the biggest regret of your life. I hope that when you get married some day. You will still think of me.