amyclaire12

thank u both for your replies. i have bored anybody who will listen to death talking about him so if i do the same on here i apologise in advance. i hadnt heard from him at all till i was on msn yesterday. he was on too and he said hello. i just ignored him and he then said i hope ur ok. i managed to keep control of myself and not reply but found it really hard. in th end i just signed out before i ended up speaking to him. i know i should have blocked him so he couldnt talk to me but i couldnt bring myself to do it. how sad. anyway i didnt hear anything else from him but about ten minutes ago i got a text saying thanks for a cd i had made him before we broke up. i didnt and wont reply. the more i think about it the more i think he does love me but said he didnt know to make the break up easier. our relationship had always been really hard (the age difference, his ex-wife and kids etc) and we had split up a lot of times. but this time is different. i dont think he wil text or ring me to try and get back with me. part of me wants him too though just so i feel that he does really care. but even if he does i wont talk to him. i know if i speak to him i will end up trying to get back with him. so im not going to.

hey everyone today is th first time iv been on here. i came accross this webite while searching the internet for tips on getting revvenge on my evil ex boyfriend. i probably sound a bit mad now but nevermind, he deserves it. he split up with me on friday 13th, the day before valentines day and the day before our 19month anniversary because he 'doesnt know' if he loves me anymore. im 18 and he's 37, its always been a difficult relationship but i always believed we loved each other totally. am devastated and angry. i dont want him back and wont take him back but finding things really hard right now.