alanlands

just when i think i am making progress , wake up on the odd morning without you being there in front of my mind. You come back into my head and i feel as if its day1 all over again. Let me move on please get out of my head. I still love you so much , does admitting that keep me in this place

i want the anger . where is the anger?

you responded to my email by leaving a message on my answer phone and you sounded your normal cheery self. My heart leapt out of my chest as i dialled your no this must mean you have waited for my e mail to get us back together. But no nothing has changed you are ok need space to sort your head out . it was fantastic to hear your voice but now i am on here late at night breaking down once again. You have caused me so much pain but you diddnt mean to and i dont know how to get through this. i am a strong man and not afraid of many things but you can render me as a child with a couple of words . i love you and despise you for this power

somebody please help me i can not get that woman out of my mind i am going crazy. One minute i am fine next in bits , please please when does it end

I still love you and i still miss you. Poxy tears are back and i have just posted a message to say they have stopped . Why arent we together ?

inresponse to jemoeder. I am in exactly the same place as you. she text 3 days ago im sorry imsorry is there anything i can do to stop the pain. Well no there isnt and your text made feel worse i dont want your sympathy. But reading your last line i burst out laughing , first time in ages. Good luck to you and my one is also a c-u-n-t-

you made the first moves to get us together. You made me fall in love for the first time in my life. You finished it with no valid reason. You have left me destroyed and in pieces. I dont now but i hope to hate you in the future