MakesNoSense

Sorry about the late reply. I needed to take a step back & gather my thoughts. I wish you could of at least called me instead of texting me to say you have moved on. I had the decency to call you when I called it off with you. I must admit making me wait a week then sending me that text on New Years Eve made me think you were being somewhat nasty & paying me back? This i'll never know because you didn't want to call me so I can only assume? it came accross cowardly & maybe this is aside of you I never got to see, so hopefully it is something I feel can help me get over you quicker. I need to forgive myself a I did to you what felt best at the time. I acted that way because I thought that was best for that moment as I still had feelings for someone else & it's not possible for a new love to happen. After a few weeks I felt anxious around you & was getting annoyed at you. I should of enjoyed being with you but cried when you left & I had my ex on my mind. I know I made a mistake regarding us. I timed the whole thing wrong. Wish I could say i'm in a good place but i'm still coming to terms with stuffing up something that had the potential of being so good with you. You are a beautiful person & my thoughts have not changed about you. I wish you all the best. xo