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Hey I'm sitting at work constantly looking at my email. For what? I don't even know. I know that you are not going to email me. I know that you are not going to contact me. But I am sitting here trying my best to hold my tears back because I am pretty sure it is not acceptable in my workplace to be just crying my heart out. I'll do it in my car when I get off work. I miss you a lot. I wish you were still with me so I can share my sorrows and my happiness with you. I wish I could take you out to eat and I wish I could lay next to you and go to sleep. Oh how I wish for so much. But I know none of these wishes will come true. Though, it may be for the best for both of us. You were my life for so long and now I feel empty without you. Though I have a lot of anger, resentment and pain I would never wish the same on you. I hope whatever you are doing and where ever you are, you are happy.