I should have listened to you, whether you were just saying it because your sister said it or not. I just don't know if you wanted me to go or stay. Since you threatened me to leave many time I just left. Now everyone probably think I'm playing mind games or trying to... I really don't know what I want. I just think maybe if I stayed things might have improved. At least it might be a bit better than what I'm going through right now. I'm wishing you would ask for me back... if you want me that bad