honestly, before i started surfing the net a decade ago, I never thought about gay sex. I've always had really strange fanatasies...even when I was a little boy.
Sex was always a scary thing to me. I don't know why. I eventually had sex with a woman, but i can't say i've ever really enjoyed it.
i found gay porn on the internet, and quickly became "addicted." I still have sex with women, but my masterbatory fantasies are about gay sex.
I'm scared to have sex with a man, as I was with a woman.
To make things worse, I don't like secrets. I'm scared that I'll experiment with a man...realize that I don't like it...then I'll have this huge cross to bear.
Any advise?
