RedUK

I was so close to contacting you today, but you called me instead... We're still broken up (thanks to me), but we're still in love. Nothing has changed, you said...you still want only me and I want only you...but the stuff we're dealing with is too hard for a relationship. So, you agreed with my decision. Now I just wanted closure, and I wanted you in my life, but I'm not sure if I can handle talking to you and not having you how we had it, even if it's limited. I hate this even more...I wish we could go back. I'm so in love with you....tell me we have hope.

I didn't feel like I had a choice...you've been so silent. Can you tell me what happened to you a few weeks ago? I'm still stunned...I really feel like you should have said something. We had so many hopes, were they all for nothing? I hope you don't think that I consider this over...it's not over in my heart. It didn't have to even come to this...you could have had me entirely. I still love you, but I didn't know what else to do. Why did you disappear?