littleworld

So 3 years you have thrown away. I remember the time u said you would never leave or hurt me. I remember the amazing times we shared. The times that obviously ment nothing to you. I Had many grounds to stand on to leave you, your lack of love and affection, the lack of interest, and the times you would call me names and made me feel so small... infact you once said to me that no guy would ever put up with my crap... well I can assure u no one would put up with yours!!! But thru all that I stood by you. And nevrt considered leaving... that was because I loved you with all my heart and soul. You packed your bags and left me after coming home from work and declaring you were no longer happy with our relationship and that you couldn't be bothered to try anymore. You left with no remorse, not a single tear you Shed. Whilst I was there crying buckets, watching my whole life crumble infront of me. But u didn't care. Your too in love with yourself to love me. We barely Had any time together but yet you said we Had to much. Thank you for leading me on for three years. For proposing to Me and leading me to believe you would be with me until my last breath. You ripped my heart out and threw everything I gave you in my face. I don't know why I let u walk all over me for so long. You waited until my father spent hours fixing up a motorbike for you and then you no longer had to rely on me dropping and picking u up from work or wherever u wanted to go. Infact thinking about it now you never thankedme for doing that. I worked such long shifts yet evry night there was food on the table as soon as u stepped thru the door. Yoy took me for granted. Massively. And then u Have the cheek to finish with me. You are a selfish and unloving ***** and I hope u realise in time that no1 will ever love or care for u the way I did. And when that moment comes I hope I am the happiest girl in the world with someone who treats me the way I deserve to b treated. I wonder if u can't stop thinking about me... the way I can't stop thinking of you. I wonder if u lay awake each night pining for me to be by your side? Well I highly doubt it. Your far too self obsessed and you like to believe you never do anything wrong. You Have messed with my emotions good and proper. I hope this makes you proud. Goodbye forever.