I dont really know what to say, I know youre with her and youre happy. But I just cant believe you dont still love me, and I know I sound crazy I couldnt be with you again and not feel worthless after everything youve said to me. I was so excited to start a life with you and you seemed excited too, what happened? I was there during the death of family, when you lost your job, when you were hurt. I consoled you, now whos going to console me? Do you ever think about that? How im alone, how Im coping? You discussed with me how hurt you were when you were dumped unexpectedly, so shouldnt you know im dying over here, where is your compassion? You know me so well, you know how I will react to things, you know im fragile, so you would also know that without you I feel miserable and hopeless. You know I am laying in my bed hating myself, you know this! You know Im thinking about you and her together, please let me know youre hurting. You know im waiting by my phone, but you have no urge to call? You arrogantly told me your self that I will never find a guy who makes me feel the way you do, so how ccould you be so cold and just cut me off. Im tired of thinking about it and its only been a week. Im just going to forget we ever happened because Im tired of feeling sh11ty and that is the only way i will heal. Im so embarrassed that you let her talk to me that way, I know youre not coming back because you burned a bridge completely with me. Even someone as arrogant as you wouldnt think they had the skills to get a girl back after doing that.