ryanbrokenheart

this makes alot more sense to me now tahnk you for your help!!!

what does not calling her going to prove, wouldent she just move on and forget about me? and wouldent that show that i dont care anymore?

so by showing her that i have a good self esteem would help out alot. i can admit that about everytime we talk i cry alot. i try not to but its really hard. i dont want to lose her to this other guy. i tell her that i love her every time we talk and that i will wait to the end for her. is that a bad thing to say???

ok about a month ago i broke up with my girlfriend. the reasons where me not trusting her enough. this guy mike was calling her and they where hanging out not alone though. when i broke up with her i said some very mean things that i shoulent have. after about two weeks of not talking i relizied that i was being very selfish person about the whole intier thing. i love her with all my heart and i would do anything for her. i have changed alot sense the brake up. i called her and competly opened myself to her. she talks to me but she tells me that she needs time to find herself and that she is enjoying herself. she tells me that im am still a very important person in her life and that she stills cares for me alot. but she doesent want to talk to me everyday. i understand this and its very hard for me not to call her everyday. this past week i found out that she likes this guy named kurt and has kissed him a couple of times. this complely crushed me. i am now very depressed and i dont know what to do. i want to her to take me back and i would do anything for it. any andvice on this will help me very much.