OkayThen

I invested all my time, all my effort, all my love, all my ambitions, all my future, all my money, all my spirit, all my health, all my care, all my sexual expression, all my patience, all my forgiveness, all my pride, all my reasoning, all my sleep, all my credit, all my lunch breaks, all my thought space, all my dreams and all my everything for you and there's a huge part of me that thinks you ended what we have so that I can find the girl out there in this world who would give me all of that back and more but that does not make me sleep, does not make me stop crying, does not make me eat, does not make me smile, does not make me stop thinking of you every second of the day, does not make me feel so crushed, does not motivate me, does not make me want to get out of bed, does not make me feel less physically sick, does not make me stop going to my psychologist, does not make me have a mini heart attack when my phone rings because I think it might be you and does not make me love you any less.