lost man

I cried again today. It's all I ever seem to do anymore. I wish could find something within me to move on. But I can't.

My every thought is consumed with you. The pain is unbearable. How could you betray me? You have robbed me of my self esteem and my dignity. Death has to feel better than this. I would do anything to erase you from my memories. I'm not even alive. I feel like a zombie. Just going thru the notions of everyday life. Every second I want to cry. Curse you for doing this to me. I can't bear this pain much longer. Drastic measures will have to be taken if I don't get better soon.