Chryan

The further you go with him, the less I'll want to be with you. You tell me there's no hope on the same breath as you say you wish you could run back. My begging and crying makes it worse but I can see the pain in your eyes and the guilt of you giving yourself to someone else when I'm still gasping for your love like it's my air. After TWO days you start to cry and miss me when I go no contact... why do you push yourself on someone else when you know you're going to want me again if I go much longer, it's not the first time. For either of us. 3 of the most important years of my life...becoming memories filled with sighs and tears.