grey eyes

Sorry to be so snappy. I just thought this thread was somewhere to vent all the things you can't say to your ex and I didn't really expect anyone to be reading my posts, or judging them lol. I try not to read other posts in this thread. Maybe that's just me.

Ha! Call as much as you want, I won't answer. I don't care what's been going on for the past 4-5 years. I don't care what you have to say because there is nothing you can say that will take back all the hurt and pain you have caused. Like you said, I'm the softest person in the world. That's why i refuse to listen to your sob story and your crocodile tears. You're nothing to me anymore. You'll never be anything to me again.

I got your message. After threatening to kill yourself on friday and letting me worry all weekend i get two words "I'm ok." It took all my strength not to reply and say how disappointed I am. I will never reply. You're nothing to me anymore. I read all these posts of people pining for old lovers and saying how great they are but I don't feel that. You're not great and you never were. You used and manipulated me for more than 3 years and I have finally woken up to you and your bull. I'm ok? I ing hate you!

All those times you cried and I forgave you. Crocodile tears my ass! I wish I could stop thinking of you. I will never see or speak to you again.

I'm watching Frozen. This was our movie. I hate you so much! I will never forgive what you've done. I know it means nothing to you now, but you have broken me in so many ways that I will never be the same. You made me think you were going to kill yourself! Do you know how much that hurts? How stressed and worried I felt? And it was all a game to you. Who does that? You're an awful person and I really, truly hate you.

I wish you would call me. Every day I don't hear from you hardens my resolve and makes me more certain that this will never work out. Distance doesn't make the heart grow fonder.