lion1990

If I hadn't * * * * ed everything up we could be happily on our way to 3 years now and the envy of everyone else because we were so happy and comfortable together. I'm sorry I was immature, I wish I could stop feeling guilty about it but I think its destroying me and there is nothing I can do to make it better between us. I ruined things completely. But you are fine and that hurts me even more. I wasn't special to you, you've just gone and had exactly the same relationship just with a different girl. that hurts me so so much. I wish we could be together and I wish I could tell you how I feel without being shot down and humiliated.

ps argh sorry didn't even notice i swore then

this is very therapeutic! nice idea thanks, I think i'll be using this thread a lot!

I hate u. uv ruined a whole town for me and if i could go back and make my choice again i would not choose u, i wish id never met u, all u caused me was grief. Im so glad im free again and I'm bouncing bc up to happy. I completely misunderstood who u r, but u have taught me valuable lessons about men and what i want and what to look out for and I thank u for that, its not been a waste of time. i hope u regret me forever as the one that got away. u'll never get near me again. i also hope tho that after a few more years of * * * * ing up u grow up and sort urself out